Excited Today!!

This will be the first time I will be speaking in front of all my colleagues. This will be an intriguing experience. I am pretty excited and also a little nervous. I have always been an introvert and a perfectly shy individual...so whatever I might show on the surface might not be the reality. I am...ummmm...quite nervous. :)

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Salsa Rocks?

Now this is I dunno what. I am contemplating joining Salsa. Hmmmmmm sounds interesting. Suggested by the HR manager of the company I work in. Its good to unwind and of course to melt down some ugly fat that I have accumulated in the past few years. What say? Anybody has anything to say?

Well its not that I am into it just that needed suggestions. Any personal experience?

Am I Negative?

My posts are pretty boring as I find it. Always dipped in philosophical punch. :) Not rational some of you may think. However that is how I like to portary my life as it comes. Certain stances are highlighted in a very detached way. Growing too personal is also not my cup of tea so there goes the reason for the detachment.

One lesson I have learnt very sincerely from life(till date :) ...I have a long way to go) that life treats you the way you treat life. Does this sound common? Well yes this is ofcourse a very common lesson that our mentors try to inculcate but experiences teach us the harsh reality. So I have decided something that if I am hurt I wont go ahead and take revenge on the individual responsible for it. No...I am not saintly just that I have realised that mistreatment has the innate property of coming back on you. So a revenge can back fire.

My close one calls me an escapist...I do not believe in that. Its very very human to have my own way of thinking (tell me if I am wrong). I strongly feel the necessity of knowing that everything that we aspire cannot be achieved, but we should never ever give up, keep trying till the last breath.

Very recently I have learnt another lesson which shouts that every relationship has expectations. Even family expects, the neighbourhood expects, mentors expect(by mentor I mean all who have contributed in imparting knowledge through books or by vision), even friends do and ofcourse we do expect a lot from ourselves.

Paucity of patience and fear to move on stops our lives. Is that fair enough....why ofcourse its fair. Its the basic right of a strong character to survive and the innane quality(good or bad I am no one to say) of timidity to lose and fail.

I think this has been a dose enough to carry on for long. These are just my views....you might see something different...but comments can be made by anyone. So I am just hoping for the best :) .

Decision making

When it becomes difficult to decide upon something we usually take the last word that our mind speaks. Do we ever think of deciding what our heart says? Most of the times it is our heart that takes the wiser decision. May be you will find it the tougher way to go, more struggle, more unhappiness but that keeps you close to your folks.

Its your decision. Spontaneity in decision making will tell you the kind of decision maker you are i.e. you go by heart or your mind/head. Till then keep thinking...........

Be Right Back

PHEWW.....

Well after a long time it seems I am back at blogging. Not that I did not want to make posts but just that I was too busy at office with other stuff. More than a months time and loads to say.

My friend joined the same office this week. I hardly get a chance to see her face though. So I use the Yahoo Messenger to see her face. Hey that snap was taken by me.

5th September was the birthday of Dr. S Radhakrishnan. However we celebrated the birthday of the leader in our office. Poor soul he seemed to be really busy, but he managed to take his time out to cut the birthday cake of course.

As far as I am concerned there are loads of concern here. Its difficult for people around me to understand me. Few have terrible problem making me understand and I have a harrowing time letting people know me. Know a Pisces you will understand the psyche. Keep up with me....hope to come up with something more interesting next time.

Uneven realisation

Each day is a new start....unbelievable things happen and you do not realize that you are actually leaving yourself much behind to pursue the future. I named this post as uneven because I am still groping in the dark to untangle the knot in my mind.

Why doesn't a person realize when he or she is harming his or her future? When we are in the present either we decide without knowing its future implications or we commit by impulsive mode of character. Only in the future do we go ahead and look back to find that half of the life that we have spent, has been wasted. Its in human nature to work hard now to reap the profit later but in the din of the present day we do not realize that the most precious moments are the ones that we are spending now. The future depends on the present and the present on the past. Its like a tree that grows its shoot, then branches and then the leaves. Each part of the tree is dependent on the other so is each phase of our life dependent on the other.

Its very very human to make mistakes but as it is said "as you sow, so will you reap", our mistakes do not leave us. Yes, but it is prudent to move on in life. It is one single life that God has given and therefore the utilisation should be perfect else we keep paying the price for it. A rotten present is detrimental to a secure future. However once we get a grip we succeed in pulling ourselves together. It is necessary to see ourselves from the eyes of another. It helps to judge impartially.

I do not find any clarity of thought or a stream of consciousness in the way I wrote all this but I admit that this is a caricature of my realisation that life plays all sort of games......its on us to decide whether we be the player or the spectator.