Saturday, May 3, 2008

Endless Natter

I have been going through a few blogs for the past few days. But you still loved her got me a new visitor. A somnambulist appreciated the write up. As I was going through my mails, I came across a comment update which had a link highlighted. The name mentioned looked odd but I clicked on it. It landed me on a page which took me to the world of endless natter.

The experience cannot be shared or explained but I went through a feeling unfathomable. Its dark, its binding, but its alluring. The thoughts are impeccable and sends a chill down the spine. I don't know the secret nor I do not intend to reason why, but I simply fell in love with this blog. I read the lines, between the lines, over and over again to find out what, why, who....but I did not get a straight answer. The posts, be it a Jack and Jill poem or regarding You, The door next to ours or my favourite Afternoon soiree they are all just beautiful, strange but very earthly.

Thank you letting me into this world. I am not scared of darkness anymore.

Monday, April 28, 2008

Gift for my Mother

After thinking a lot I thought of conveying my regards to my ma on the coming Mother's day. This year it will be on the 11th of the May (second Sunday of the month).

Here it goes:

Tears melt down but you stay awake,
In the middle of the night
You had to take care of me
Despite the hour long fight.

I wonder how you do it mom;
I behave so rude,
Still you fondly prepare the meal
And feed me for my good.

You touch my colored face
Turned red while I cried,
“I love you dear”, you kissed me
You looked at me and sighed.


You soothe me and apologized
For mistakes that I made,
If you weren’t there today mom
I would have been dead.

So mom today on this day
I wish you a great life
I promise to make each day
A Mother’s day in your life.


There is another one that I have prepared for a gift to mom on behalf of my sister.

I opened my eyes; saw you lying beside me,
I thought gravely, is it my mother or who is she?
I held your little finger and clung to you
You gave me all the warmth in you.

As I grew up you made me learn
Life’s a journey, new at each turn,
On this special mother’s day,
I convey my love to you,
Thanks ‘Ma’ for making me who I am today.


Thursday, March 27, 2008

But you still loved her

Written during some emotional moment. Not a poem just a flow of thought:

The dream you dreamt, she would love you more
Make you the man who possess her
Be your mother, caring and kind
Give you direction in life.
There you find her at a secret corner of your life
She smiles at your face as if she knows you,
Calls you closer and kisses your lips,
You feel the world under your feet.

Then comes the doldrums and crushing of dreams,
The woman you called your own was not to be.
Her mind cold and sinful life overcrowded your thoughts
But you still loved her..

Never to give up, inevitable fate
You kept on trying to win her love, Days passed by years too,
But no improvement did she show.
You took care of her crestfallen mind
Picked her up like a wounded bird
Caressed her, soothed her, ceased her bleeding
She dint respond
But you still loved her..

Showering her with incessant drops of care
As a mother kisses tender on a child's forehead,
But could not melt her frozen heart
She remained cold and uncaring.
Thinking where you went wrong, why she turned away?
Its life, its fate and hope which still keeps you strong
Keep the flame of love awake, coz true love never fails
Because you still love her..

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

On My birthday

I got a pair of Goldfish on my birthday. It so happened that my best friend gave me a surprise and bought me a whole set of fishbowl, pebbles and ofcourse the fishes. We did not know that they were the Pearl scale species until we searched on the internet.

As I am new to fishes, I was overjoyed when I received the gift. Is there a better gift to present to a Piscean? Now you dont need to think who the piscean is.



This is the fat one who keeps pooping throughout the day.

One of them died yesterday due to some disease but was my favorite. Have a look.



I dint want any of my fishes alone, so I got another one as a gift to join the big fat one.

I will be getting a filter for them. Now lets see how I cope with my new friends and their new life at my place.

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Thats a V-Day

Its the Valentines Day. The day for all in love. Personally I believe that if someone is special I dont need a 14th Feb to show my love. I have the 24 hours of each day and of course a life time to make the special one feel loved and cared for.

Google however gives the best every time. Love of a life time :) . Check this out