Endless Natter

I have been going through a few blogs for the past few days. But you still loved her got me a new visitor. A somnambulist appreciated the write up. As I was going through my mails, I came across a comment update which had a link highlighted. The name mentioned looked odd but I clicked on it. It landed me on a page which took me to the world of endless natter.

The experience cannot be shared or explained but I went through a feeling unfathomable. Its dark, its binding, but its alluring. The thoughts are impeccable and sends a chill down the spine. I don't know the secret nor I do not intend to reason why, but I simply fell in love with this blog. I read the lines, between the lines, over and over again to find out what, why, who....but I did not get a straight answer. The posts, be it a Jack and Jill poem or regarding You, The door next to ours or my favourite Afternoon soiree they are all just beautiful, strange but very earthly.

Thank you letting me into this world. I am not scared of darkness anymore.

Gift for my Mother

After thinking a lot I thought of conveying my regards to my ma on the coming Mother's day. This year it will be on the 11th of the May (second Sunday of the month).

Here it goes:

Tears melt down but you stay awake,
In the middle of the night
You had to take care of me
Despite the hour long fight.

I wonder how you do it mom;
I behave so rude,
Still you fondly prepare the meal
And feed me for my good.

You touch my colored face
Turned red while I cried,
“I love you dear”, you kissed me
You looked at me and sighed.

You soothe me and apologized
For mistakes that I made,
If you weren’t there today mom
I would have been dead.

So mom today on this day
I wish you a great life
I promise to make each day
A Mother’s day in your life.

There is another one that I have prepared for a gift to mom on behalf of my sister.

I opened my eyes; saw you lying beside me,
I thought gravely, is it my mother or who is she?
I held your little finger and clung to you
You gave me all the warmth in you.

As I grew up you made me learn
Life’s a journey, new at each turn,
On this special mother’s day,
I convey my love to you,
Thanks ‘Ma’ for making me who I am today.

But you still loved her

Written during some emotional moment. Not a poem just a flow of thought:

The dream you dreamt, she would love you more
Make you the man who possess her
Be your mother, caring and kind
Give you direction in life.
There you find her at a secret corner of your life
She smiles at your face as if she knows you,
Calls you closer and kisses your lips,
You feel the world under your feet.

Then comes the doldrums and crushing of dreams,
The woman you called your own was not to be.
Her mind cold and sinful life overcrowded your thoughts
But you still loved her..

Never to give up, inevitable fate
You kept on trying to win her love, Days passed by years too,
But no improvement did she show.
You took care of her crestfallen mind
Picked her up like a wounded bird
Caressed her, soothed her, ceased her bleeding
She dint respond
But you still loved her..

Showering her with incessant drops of care
As a mother kisses tender on a child's forehead,
But could not melt her frozen heart
She remained cold and uncaring.
Thinking where you went wrong, why she turned away?
Its life, its fate and hope which still keeps you strong
Keep the flame of love awake, coz true love never fails
Because you still love her..

On My birthday

I got a pair of Goldfish on my birthday. It so happened that my best friend gave me a surprise and bought me a whole set of fishbowl, pebbles and ofcourse the fishes. We did not know that they were the Pearl scale species until we searched on the internet.

As I am new to fishes, I was overjoyed when I received the gift. Is there a better gift to present to a Piscean? Now you dont need to think who the piscean is.



This is the fat one who keeps pooping throughout the day.

One of them died yesterday due to some disease but was my favorite. Have a look.



I dint want any of my fishes alone, so I got another one as a gift to join the big fat one.

I will be getting a filter for them. Now lets see how I cope with my new friends and their new life at my place.

Did you ever balance so well?

Google never gets tired

Thats a V-Day

Its the Valentines Day. The day for all in love. Personally I believe that if someone is special I dont need a 14th Feb to show my love. I have the 24 hours of each day and of course a life time to make the special one feel loved and cared for.

Google however gives the best every time. Love of a life time :) . Check this out

Google Again

Have not been to the bloggers world for the past one month. Dont know as yet how long its going to take. But keeping track og google for sure. This is fun. It reminds me of our block and build game.

Success Story

I am not taking the pain of writing what happened yesterday. One of my colleagues has sketched it down with the video.

GRMTECH Annual Sports

Can watch this!!

ANNUAL SPORTS...sounds exciting

The day has started with a new spirit. Today is a sports day at office.Yeeaaaaaaeeeeeeeeee.
I have participated in school annual sports but a sports day at office is a "first time" for me. I am quite excited about the whole idea. This will not be like the outdoor games contest. The games on the list are

1) TT...this the major one...all the guys will be playing for this. Girls are keeping away for the time being due to lack of training hahaha...
2) Carom...here we find girls participation...only girls mind it..
3) Fooseball...well I checked only males participating for this..
4) Housie...This looks like the favourite...everyone is participating.

We have a young office...that is by years and population..hmm lets see what happens...ANNUAL SPORTS...

Kolkata on 27th December 2007, 7:45a.m.

Take a look at Kolkata at 7:45a.m. I took the snaps on my way to work. The smog all across E.M. Bypass made the city invisible at a ten feet distance. Even the view of a car traveling across the divider got buried under the dense fog. This condition of weather could have lead to any fatal accident because men were not visible through the thickness until at a five feet distance.

This is amazing

Now the image seems to be ready. Its wishing us Happy Holidays. Wow...only Google can make such ideas possible. What say?

Merry Christmas!!

This year passed at a blink of an eye. For me this was the most painful year that I had to live through. The problem lies in incapability of expression. The million times I try..... I fail....I try....I fail...the scars that I received were never healed. In the process of curing myself I left someone in utter pain and agony to suffer all alone. Today the scathing thought of my brutality leaves me numb. I learned to put myself in someone else' shoes which I had quit long ago in order to escape pain.

A lesson learned is a feather of wisdom added to my cap. I am struggling towards my betterment in order to save another soul from the darkness of mental agony. I dont know how far can I take life but I wont run away. I can face...will face till I can nurture that soul within me. I will keep trying. Life calls us with open arms...asks..what do you want? We choose happiness to sorrow but how many understands the pain behind happiness? Happiness cannot be a goal, the goal is to live life happily. Happiness is a path which is paved towards eternity.

Today on the day of Christmas, when the purest soul was born...I asked from God all the strength to face the challenges of life, I dont want happiness...i can achieve it, i dont want wealth...I can create it, I dont want love...it is already there within me.

I asked God for the strength, the inspiration to make it possible.......what God replied was........."Child! You already have it...all the strength and inspiration lies in the soul that you want to nurture within you. All you have to do is feel it."

So lets celebrate the brightest day with the light within us. Merry Christmas!!

Christmas Look

Another change today :). This looks the final stage of construction. Can you see the sparkles that they are adding to the structure?

Google look changing every now and then...

The look of google is changing every 6 hrs. As the construction work is going on I am giving you the update as to how far the workers have made. Keep yourself updated.

Come Again

Google is changing the looks every now and then.....have a look :). Can you see the two fellows constructing something special for Christmas?

New Look Again

Look at the new look for Google this time :). The construction begins...

Google Strategies

This is the new look for Google today. Interesting and funky....thats wishing everybody a Happy Halloween.

Arrival of the Mother

Back with a bang......here we go....Puja's again. After three days of incessant rain Kolkata is back with the Puja vigour. I can smell the celebrations already....did that for the past few weeks though. The day before yesterday was Mahalaya...coming of the mother to her maternal home. This is a short journey but we await her arrival throughout the year since the time she is immersed on "Dashami" of one particular year.

Yesterday I got the scope of visiting the hub of Idol makers. The place is named Kumartuli. This is where all the Durga idols are created. The last time I visited the idols were being made, but yesterday I saw some complete graven images and of course many that were being painted. Oh what beautiful eyes...I could not take my eyes off them. I wonder with time this ceremony and festival will take an enormous form. This again depends on the mind set of the youth who will take over the future.

Coming are the days of celebration and all are preparing in their own way. Starting from the shopping to deciding what to wear which day, which day to go for pandal hopping, which day for a pujo adda, which day for a restaurant visit and which day for a Hilsa treat. Some will definitely prefer every day of the puja's incorporating all the preceding events. I know one personally. :) Bengali's love to enjoy and this is the right season for it.

So get geared up for the titanic celebrations and wake up to the sound of "Dhaak"

Excited Today!!

This will be the first time I will be speaking in front of all my colleagues. This will be an intriguing experience. I am pretty excited and also a little nervous. I have always been an introvert and a perfectly shy individual...so whatever I might show on the surface might not be the reality. I am...ummmm...quite nervous. :)